Hey It's the Second Month :))

Yep... I am living the second month of a sabbatical year.  Time flies?  Apparently..

So I already broke personal promise to write as much as possible about being in a sabbatical year.  Or as to my friend refer to: being unemployed :)  Therefore before proceeding to the story of second month, let me do flashback of Month-1.

As planned loooong ago, first month was the redemption period.  It was full of lounging, sleeping, wandering around, etc.  Basically that was a doing-nothing-month hahaha..  And my take to that? You need to master the art of doing nothing to be able to really enjoy it.

I had difficult time to adjust myself into a relax life schedule.  I remember to blame the office that it still tried to ask help here and there (they even asked me to travel one day to Bandung just to assist their field preparation on something).  And that bothersome.  But I think the problem is me and my state of mind.  If I get into sleeping problem because of anxiety and bad dreams about work and its demand, those are because of my inability to say NO.  I sometimes still felt that it is not right for me to ignore request about sharing responsibility of things I used to be part of.  Stupid eh? hahaha...

The thing is that I need to always remind myself that taking sabbatical year is my right and my choice.  It is also up to me to chose what crap I wanna do during this year.  No one is actually criticizing it and if there is one oh well..why bother hehehe...  How am I doing now?  Pretty good I guess :)

Okay now about the first days of Month-2.  I started to follow the plan to get myself back on health.  Yeah the general check up results is not so good that I have to take several different treatments and follow up checks.  Those sometimes contradict with my original plan to go back in shape because my hormonal treatment cause weight gain *sigh*

Anyhow...  A daily gym visit is in my schedule as well as eat healthier (kind of hahaha..).  I plan to succeed on (at least) 2 treatments and gym routine.  Crossing fingers I wont be lazy.  And you know what?  I just knew that going to gym at around 1 - 3 PM is heaven!!

So for now.. enjoy life, people :)